Boring.

I'm a firm believer that a taxing break-up will teach you more about life than most things will. That initial refractory period is going to be hell as you try to find activities and oddities to preoccupy yourself with and get her off your mind, but if you can get over that hump you'll be fine. Definitely detach yourself completely for her. Hearing about another dude screwing her will do more things to an already susceptible psyche than you can imagine.

Nothing on my mind now a days, besides one thing, well I guess several. I've just been doing nothing lately, just thinking. I am kinda getting over the jealousy issue. It must be tough because I suppose I was never jealous as much before, I guess i'm just afraid she'll go with someone else, nothing wrong with that, just that it will hurt. I'm not stopping it though, and girls do fall for guys quickly, so I hope that hasn't happened. I just want to say, I love you Sabrina Ho Ng. You're always looking beautiful, i find you even better without all the makeup.